i feel like im..so alone..its just me always face things by myself.i said i could do it but no.im so weak.i cant do anything.i said i could forget all things..but its just stupid thought.stupid heart doesnt listen to me,stupid mind makes me think so much.time passed so fast.i even dunt know who im.friends also say im weird.i make wall around myself.i dunt wanna anyone get close to me.i just LIKE bein alone in the dark.i just dunt wanna get hurt anymore.stupid me.sad for stupid thing.KYAAA
my likfe just sucks.no one knows how my life has been.its always pain.how can i live without rememberin the past?i wish i could forget all things n start livin new life..its better..
my heart is bleedin..i cry everynight..how can i be that weak?
i ask myself not to cry but..tears keep fallin down.i wanna s1 to hug me so tight n tell me everything will be ok n i dunt need to worry.things r so hard for me.
my heart is cold…life just doesnt luv me.n i think i can face it.i wanna be strong but i cant.
i need s1 to hold me,n comfort me..i hate cryin..but i cant stop doin that..after cryin i always feel better..but im like cryin for EVERYDAY..
groin up in this family..i hv to face many things..cryin inside but smilin outside.
friends told me that i just let it go..but how can i do it?
i just cant..i hv to face everything since i was 5.how can i?
my life is just a sad story..
n now..when i can find luvs from SHINee n CDWs..but …all things r gone again..
i think im just alone..so better i dunt luv or care about anything..its just good for me n ppl around me..
im so sad..these days..i hv to face manythings.n i dunt feel like i can do it anymore..
some time i think maybe i should hv died..so everything will be good..rite?
everynite when im sad,i always beg god to take my w him..
n now..yeah..i dunt know who im now..im not me..hmmmmmmmmmm
n now IM CRYIN………………………………………….
HM..ok..i think i just need to stay away from ppl around..so i cant hurt them n i cant get hurt by any1..
just face all probs w myself..im ok w it..yeah..
my fuckin life..just me…me..me…stupid me..yeah.
move on..no one cares about u Aimy..live for ur fukcin self..no one will come n comfort u..so just shap ap n face all things..
always alone..thats me.:)
even i cant live untill tmr but at least i do the best things for today.:)
um..tmr is our 10th aniversary~~its 10 month since we met..omg..im so happy to hv to guys.:)..i dunt know about this #imagine is sad or not…
Its 3 yrs since we last met.We hv been busy w our work.We rarely chat w each other n spazz about SHINee.OUr SHINee arent pure anymore.They hv joined in many drama…And yes~It has many kiss scenes n touch…Onew is still funny w his sangtae.He started datin s1…but i think she is 1 uf CDWs.hahaha.Jong is ahppy w his “fan” Geena!hehe..should i call her as fan our secret luver??keke..At last her dream came true.:)..about Key..i dunt know him clearly n i dunt talk to him much bu ti think he is in luv w s1..its mystery.Taemin is weird now..alwats askes about Halm.@@.Wat is goin on w them??i asked Ahjumma n Scarow but they didnt ans me..MInho yeah..nothing to say about hiim..Cus he cant choose 1 in CDWs cus Ahjumma luvs himi so much n he knows it,Minus also luvs him n Rere Is too young for him..but he said he luved noona..so i think its hint..im not sure..He knows about CDWs well..CDWs always stick tgt so he doesnt wanna hurt 1 uf them.He just waits for time..time will ans all.And im yeah~still JongKey shipper.=)) P/S:chap 2…yeah.i dunt think its happy.hahahaha.=)))..even my mood is happy now but i am writtin it w sad mood..emotion mood..lallaal~~~
[fanacc] They said Minho doesn't get up when they wake him up . Then Minho said his members wake him up in an angry tone, but that was because minho gets up only when they get mad at minho who doesn't wake up .
[fanacc] Next album concept that SHINee wants : Jonghyun + Key - decadent beauty. something erotic but not naked, and Taemin asked hyungs what happens if they are censored, and Key and the others went that’s why they said ‘not naked’ please listen carefully.
#ImagineaboutCdws Im Amy.Im on my way to Kor.I will meet CDWs.hehe..I cant stop imagin when i meet them.Finally,i arrive at the airport.um..CDWs are here..They hv arrived at Kor for 2 days..Im the last 1.WOOW.I can see Ahjumma is standin n holdin board which writes”CDWs r HERE”..Standin next to her is….Ahhh..Its our halm..She is smilin when she sees me.Minus n Geena r talkin about sth..then Ula n Onkey pat their back n ask them to luk at me.I can recognize who is who.Jen is jumpin crazily n shouts out”Amy..saranghae”OMG..now i can hear it lives..so scary..>”<.Row is so small..she luks like Maknae uf our group.hehe..Seng is wavin hands..Rere n MOB r playin w their fone.Ondrey is doin sangtae.she makes Gina wang n DM laught loudly.Jaja n AMy taiwan r dancin RDD..OMG..haha ..we r real CDWs..We r wacky.I feel that we belongs tgt.haha..Im so happy.I run fast n hug all uf them.My tears r fallin down.”At last we can meet tgt”I say.”Nothing better, Nothing better than u”Ahjumma’s voice is so warm..Everybody luks at us n whispers”Woow.they r do messy”i laugh..We leave the airport n come back to hotel.I n Jen,Row r roommates.Jen is annoyed..She sings everytime n keeps saying”saranghae” when she sleeps.i n ROw always laugh at her when she does that..CDWs r ready to go shoppin..tmr we r gonna go to shinee fan meettin tgt.In the mall,we go n buy shinee goods..after shoppin,we go to eat kor foods.We dunt forget to go to park n hv so much fun~we r back to hotel..Swimmin time~~hahah..we go to swimmin pool..we wear cloloful bikini.heheh…We r on our way to go to Sm buildin.YAY!We r so happy when we see SHINee..OMG.Yoogeun is here2..OnewJongKeyHoTae”This is our son n CDWs”R we in paradise?..DM starts crying…Maybe Taemin saw that .he asked”How old r u?”Dm is so pathetic that she cant asn..Halm”SHe is 13”Taemin luks at DM n Halm n gives a big smile.Its weird la..cus it just has 17 Cdws at this fan meettin..We all feel weird so we ask”Why does it just hv us here?”..we all ask the same time.Onew wink”becoz..um..u guys r so popular”CDWs n SHINee laugh.”Ne~~but why?”Geena ‘s curious..”Cus SM all know about u..U guys spend much time tgt.”JJong winks to Geena.”Then ..can we hv a hug from u guys?”Oney asks..”NAH!”Minho shouts out..”Boogie!Wae yo?”Ula is surprised.SHInee luk at us “We all know wat means boogie is..hahaha..u guys r so..CDWS.hahaha”.”Just kiddin..I just hug Tuan,Taurus,rere.”Minho raps.Then key suddently runs to us n hug each cdws.WOWO”Key ah~~”GIna wang winks n MOB smiles,Jaja stands like stone..Onew falls..Its Onew sangtae..he makes everybody laugh.Minho asks Ahjumma to go n bake cake for us..n Ahjumma agrees..Cake is so delicious.yummy-yummy..SHINee ask us to hv dinner n stay kor 4ever..After hvin dinner..SHInee sing song 4 us.esp ready or not..CDWsr so excited about “Braaaaaa” part..all sway n spin.I ask Ahjumma to sing~~her voice makes everybody feel warm..MInho is real hot w his abs.huhu..Time to leave..We r all sad..”Will u guys come back to visit us?”Onew asks w low voice.”Ne~~”we all ans at the same time.Key gives us gifts..Jjong hug us tightly n dunt wanna let us go.”We luv u CDWs..Let’s take many pics n i will up on our me2day”“Ah~~here is banana milk.i wanna give it to all uf u..our wifes”Taemin w his aeygo..Yoogeun gives us sweet kises.~We r back to hotel n prepare things to come back home..@ airport..everything is sad…we hug each other for the last time..n cry.”We will meet again?”Jaja asks..”uf course”rere n Minus ans.Minus,Geena,Gina wang, MOB n Ondrey,Dm go back to sg first..then ROw,Jen,Seng,Halm go back to Phi.Rere n Ula go back to In.Ahjumma,Jaja n Onkey go back to malay,Amy taiwan goes back to taiwan.n i go back to viet.HOme~~We post our pics n promise we will meet again n go to SWC tgt next year.Ah~~our pics w SHINee r on me2day now..Who says dreams never come true?Now CDWs’s dream came true~We will be tgt 4ever.♥