i feel like im..so alone..its just me always face things by myself.i said i could do it but no.im so weak.i cant do anything.i said i could forget all things..but its just stupid thought.stupid heart doesnt listen to me,stupid mind makes me think so much.time passed so fast.i even dunt know who im.friends also say im weird.i make wall around myself.i dunt wanna anyone get close to me.i just LIKE bein alone in the dark.i just dunt wanna get hurt anymore.stupid me.sad for stupid thing.KYAAA
my likfe just sucks.no one knows how my life has been.its always pain.how can i live without rememberin the past?i wish i could forget all things n start livin new life..its better..
my heart is bleedin..i cry everynight..how can i be that weak?
i ask myself not to cry but..tears keep fallin down.i wanna s1 to hug me so tight n tell me everything will be ok n i dunt need to worry.things r so hard for me.
my heart is cold…life just doesnt luv me.n i think i can face it.i wanna be strong but i cant.
i need s1 to hold me,n comfort me..i hate cryin..but i cant stop doin that..after cryin i always feel better..but im like cryin for EVERYDAY..
groin up in this family..i hv to face many things..cryin inside but smilin outside.
friends told me that i just let it go..but how can i do it?
i just cant..i hv to face everything since i was 5.how can i?
my life is just a sad story..
n now..when i can find luvs from SHINee n CDWs..but …all things r gone again..
i think im just alone..so better i dunt luv or care about anything..its just good for me n ppl around me..
im so sad..these days..i hv to face manythings.n i dunt feel like i can do it anymore..
some time i think maybe i should hv died..so everything will be good..rite?
everynite when im sad,i always beg god to take my w him..
n now..yeah..i dunt know who im now..im not me..hmmmmmmmmmm
n now IM CRYIN………………………………………….
HM..ok..i think i just need to stay away from ppl around..so i cant hurt them n i cant get hurt by any1..
just face all probs w myself..im ok w it..yeah..
my fuckin life..just me…me..me…stupid me..yeah.
move on..no one cares about u Aimy..live for ur fukcin self..no one will come n comfort u..so just shap ap n face all things..
always alone..thats me.:)
even i cant live untill tmr but at least i do the best things for today.:)